Dad is critical now in Ochsner Hospital...long time since you responded. No one but William & I have Faith he will live & not die.

From: MrsStephanie Gustavson <estherstephanada@gmail.com>
Date: Fri, Mar 28, 2014 at 8:43 AM
Subject: Dad is critical now in Ochsner Hospital...long time since you responded. No one but William & I have Faith he will live & not die.
To:

I know my savior & yours who is in you & me & moves within my William & me healing our disease & raising dead bones of our lives WILL deliver all that HE has promised!

Date: Fri, Mar 28, 2014 at 8:05 AM
Subject: Dad is critical now in Ochsner Hospital...long time since you responded.

Dear Treasured Prayerful Family,

 

Dad has been in hospitals long time & his condition

doctors say they can do nothing for him.

 

Thus though they say only:  "palliative care...." Only make him comfortable so as to not die in pain...

 

God says otherwise ....  "God frees us from all bondages....no weapons formed against us can prosper....Dad, William Gustavson has not been given a spirit of fear but of POWER, LOVE, COURAGE....SOUND MIND & SELF CONTROL....so no disease not even cancer can claim the life of any believer who is bold enough to remind God of HIS Holy Promises from a bed of doctor's expectant death if he refuses to succumb to an enemy of God.

 

Kind words heal body mind and soul...harsh words dry up much more than the bones which is "Arthritis" but words can be sharper than a two edged sword and can kill that which brick mortar or stones thrown cannot ever touch.

 

God told me before we left Carolina that HE would allow these tumors to return but will heal him after "The BIG VA pays more than 7 times what they owe!!!"

 

We are being forced to pursue a different house, one that is half the cost of the original that meets all the requirements of our dream that Almighty God has promised.

 

The lender's underwriters will quickly approve when we do so.

 

There exists only one such house in the city which we are seeking to purchase in that is this price and can with a few repairs the owner is willing to make now before we sign the contract since realtor is close friend of the seller....will pass the most tough VA Inspection requirements.

 

A friend named Sherill will come all the way to hospital for me and drive me all the way up there later today or Saturday.

 

Hospital will not allow Dad to travel, so I will take photos of all concerns realtor has that he wants my Precious William to be aware of before signing.

 

Surgeon admits that surgery will not give Dad a longer life nor increase his quality of life for the remainder 3 months or whatever that he has to live.

 

Remember we are to have many counselors..And among them all and above all....should be Him...The Most Holy Spirit who is moving in and through you ...dear...and through Dad & I...HE Most Holy Spirit has his being within us and not even a single sparrow falls without the Father's consent.

 

God never begins any good work in and through any of HIS little obedient ones who cry out to HIM day & night...without bringing it to completion.

 

God has only begun The Carpenters Friend work...the foundation has been laid by God Himself but the actual implementation of Carpentry Vocational Programs to inmates has not quite begun.

 

Last two days I took Dad out through hospital in wheel chair....you should have seen him fly up off the bed in thrilled excitement with glad determination!

 

After returning to his room yesterday, Dad declared that today he wants not the wheel chair but a walker!!

 

He is determined to do as scripture says:  "Walk & not be weary and run and never faint!"

 

He wants not to merely have Holy Communion brought to him...He wants to go to Holy Mass.

 

He is not happy to have newspapers purchased & dropped off to him at his room...He is demanding to walk with a walker till even stronger as he rebukes the pain out of his mouth in Jesus Name, by the authority of God he Father & by the power of the most Holy Spirit.

 

Dad says "How can anyone go to Holy Mass...or to church if Protestant...profess that Jesus is Lord over all and our Divine Physician who raised the dead...how can any one go through these motions through out their lives and not boldly believe that all God promises in his written word...such as "BY HIS STRIPES WE HAVE BEEN HEALED!!" Past tense...his healing and yours and each one who calls on HIM with a sincere heart... 

 

We shall not die but live we will rejoice AND SING NEW SONS IN MIDST OF PAIN AND AS WE DO... LIKE IN ISSAIH 55:  As rain falls from heavens and returns there no more, so shall HIS words spoken out of thy mouth...your mouth dear son and mine....shall not return to God void but shall accomplish that for which you and I and each one sends!!

 

So have many Holy Masses consecrated for both of us and expect Dad to be healed and live long life vibrantly!!

 

Faith without works id dead dear sons and daughters....brothers and sisters mothers and fathers....so be not one of the weary, wailing, faint hearted ones whom the Lord Jesus your savior & ours...expelled from the little girls room and house...and included only Peter, James and John and the child's parents before HE raised her from the dead & told them to "give her something to eat"....

 

For it is only because the doctors have finally pulled chemo and declared they can do nothing...they have finally humbly resigned...that God now will get 100% credit when HE heals my most Precious William...for God could have caused the chemo to work more powerfully than any doctor scientist has ever seen....

 

But then who would be getting the praise, honor and glory...?

 

Imagine the press releases:::    Scientist tout NEW CHEMO drug guaranteed to kill all cancers!!!

 

They would be on more covers than the "Rolling Stone", Times Picayune, Wall Street Journal...and on every website...

 

Facebook and other chat rooms would never cease...never cease giving a human being and a man made drug credit for that which only God can give....

 

Only God is the source of all life and light...and through healing my Precious William HE will stomp our atheism and arrogance forever...HE will full fill the Holy Scripture that reads:   And the lion will lay down with the lamb and every knee shall bend & bow on heaven and on earth & under the earth & every tongue shall profess Jesus is Lord!!

 

Those scientific ones such as doctors & physicians who either reject Jesus Christ all together...or whose Faith has been weakened because strange ...United States Laws dictate separation of church & state...

 

Most cannot openly rely on their Faith calling on God for direction while treating patients...without being fired...

 

And so their personal cross is a tough one to carry...removing their "Faith hat" as they leave home in HIS early Dawn....for work...only able to remove the medical hat when they punch out the clock for the day...and put on Faith until they sleep & rise for the same job doing it all over again.

 

So PRAY PRAY PRAY our loud and with Jeremiah eyes at the same time see Precious William...Dad...healthy, vibrant refusing to let any demon or foul mouth snuff the life out of him.

 

Amen Amen Amen!!

 

God will not heal him until the BIG VA Pays more than 7 times what they owe...so not only pray for good health & healing p[ray his benefits in...which most know have been withheld many years and why precious William & I live in poverty...camping sleeping on cots in our van....for most of last few years.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Amen Amen!

 

 

 

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1175

Madisonville LA 70447

Expect Your MIRACLE Today & Every Day or You Might...

Only those who expect MIRACLES in every part of every day....live lives filled with MIRACLES and far more graces & Blessings than the average person alive on earth.

We receive what we we expect.

If you or I wake up anticipating bad news...

Guess what your phone will ring all day with problems.

For everyone who knows that Johnny or Jane expects days filled with problems....

Others assume that Johnny & Jane are exactly who they are to call & visit with every single delima that not only they personally encounter...

But recommend Johnny & Jane to each person they meet and greet along every single street whether in Ponchatoula Louisiana...

Or on the coast of Madagascar, Nigeria, Malawi, Egypt, India or Yugoslavia.

Earth geography never limits God's laws of deliverance, blessing or prosperity.

Nor is God ever limited by our circumstances.

We can always accept less than God's best and settle for what others are content with....

Or we can reach out for HIS greater gifts.

Jesus said:  "Far greater things than these you shall do...

For I go to my Father at HIS right hand and anything I ask is mine anything you ask in my Name My Father & I shall do for you & through you!"

MIRACLES only happen when you choose HIS light over darkness and sin...there is no in between...Light casts darkness away always!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

Our Silence Ignites Nothing... How Is It That Even Some Catholics are Confused about pro-life / pro-choice ...abortion.

Silence is "the virtue of fools" if you can cal it a virtue.

The fool merely perceives his or her silence as their personal virtue.

In actuality a fools silence makes him or her partners in the crimes they silently witness whether observing harsh or uncharitable deeds by one neighbor upon another without stepping in to defend the downtrodden one or not speaking out against fundamental atrocities in our society.

I was wearing  a button pinned to my bright pink jacket that reads:
 PRAY FOR ABORTION TO END!

 At a Graduation lunch in a New Orleans Catholic Parish the Sunday following Father's Day 2013...I was astounded the responses I received & conversation it spawned.

I expect this kind of confrontation if & wear it to the grocery store but not to Catholic Holy Mass & to a party of Catholic Families at a Catholic Church.

I was told that "Even if I personally would not abort my child, I don't have the right nor do you have right to suggest to others what they should do!"

Well is preaching & teaching the Holy Gospel suggesting to folks a better way to live???

And so this statement contradicts the entire life of a christian for we are called to always live by the Holy Scriptures that say:  "Let the redeemed of the Lord say so!"

Let HIS life, HIS joy, HIS mercy which endures forever never cease from parting from our lips!

We are to be imitators of God who calls each by name and who speaks good things into being at all times....

We are to like God embracing all that befalls us with great FAITH...speaking hope to the hopeless and life into the dead!

I pray you see this contradiction that we all plainly see and hear all over where ever we go...

Maybe you never thought of in this perspective.

You and I must be the spark that lights afire Revival & new life but we cannot be great saints by being silent!

We must open our mouth trusting Almighty God to prepare the hearts of our hearers and not worry about who receives our message which is ultimately HIS message.

We will not be held accountable for how others receive, respond to or reject HIS message HE places within us to speak.  But we will be held responsible for the delivery!

So let us not be silent for silence & fear coupled together are the devil's only real weapon.

And when we love perfectly, being obedient always and always forgiving...
We will never be bound with fear, for such perfect love casts out all fear that we may enjoy HIS peace which surpasses all understanding.

Amen Amen Amen!

EstherStephanada!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

Are You a Light For Others.....We All Can Receive MIRACLES and Be Vessels Through Which God Grants MIRACLES to Others

No one can stand both in darkness and in the light;
Though every day many try to but their sin is uncovered as they try to pretend to be good.

Though we must not be afraid of what others will say or think,

Nor can we be controlled by other's opinions are talk of us.

The wicked cannot even hide behind an alias name for long for their pride marshmallows up like yeast within them eventually and they tell others with their own mouth who they REALLY are....

This is because they do not think that their sins are sins that they can do whatever they want.

We who desire to be chases down by both blessings and MIRACLES that never cease but only keep multiplying with our joyful smiles and laughter in spite of devils who seek and track us...

We must keep on keeping on singing regardless who is murmuring behind our backs.

As we heard in last Sunday's Gospel the Lord was not concerned of who what about who HE is...

And so shall we must be continuing to bless others with our smiles and songs...there will always be someone like our former next door neighbor Veronica on Alvin Callender Street when we with God were building our home...

She came outside yelling one day not able to understand how not even hers & her nephews hateful actions against us could not kill our spirits.  

She came outside as I was singing new songs through joyful tears...tears that our neighbors were trying to stifle the rebuilding of our home.

What we had completed the day before our neighbors had punched holes into in the night...

But I sang new songs to the God above knowing HE who watches through the night from HIS throne up above not only saw the crimes against us in the night but had the power to restore not only that which the angry jealous locusts had stolen...

Veronica yelled:  "Why is she singing?  She shouldn't be singing!"  For she knew what she had done!
But I knew that through my joy and singing God thanks and praise God Himself would not just build back what was destroyed by them, but infinitely more than I could imagine....God when send legions to build our entire house and that is exactly what happened!

They who were filled with jealousy, anger and hate and have never been loved nor have loved themselves....

No different than the Ponchatoula local native neighbors who say out of one side of their mouth that they are going to build Ponchatoula into a thriving economic marketing business center, yet they tie up themselves in bondage that they cannot grow...

By shunning newcomers who choose to make Ponchatoula home!

No town or city will ever grow & prosper past the point they are today without welcoming new citizens not only physically into their neighborhoods, and into the community and church families.

Regardless how many families come and are shunned they will eventually move on in the same numbers or even more.

For every family and community has both sincere and insincere folks whom they call their own.

Those whose hearts are pure but were born within a thorny city among hateful tit-tat chatter boxes who love not...

Eventually these too will choose to move onto a better place where they will not be embarrassed by their previous associations whether blood or geographic.

No they will follow the lead of those who come full of life seeking to bless an entire community when they first arrived...but refuse to live an entire life time among grumblers and wishy -washy complainers.

As Joyce Meyer has taught over the years....one can choose to complain and remain and go around and around a same old mountain of a pill.

Or you & I and each of us can reach out and beyond our circumstances for another new dream...when others fight to long and hard resisting thy kindness and blessing...

As Jesus said:  "Shake of their dust and move on..."

Such cities will never grow but as Sodom & Gomorrah will be your town or city who shuns the hearts who of those who enter bearing kindness and generosity of their grateful loving hearts...

Such a town or city will never grow but die  from their own choices....their own deception...

The fruit never falls far from the tree and the selfish resentful hearts wither and never blossom but rather their self-righteousness they fatten and fluff and spread as an eagle spreads its wings...

Then they go around time gloating convincing themselves and each other that they together did a good thing.


Never let another drown out your song or flame that burns within you....shake their dust and sing for joy your faith, love and passion is worthy of their pitiful jealous behavior...and find others who will let you sing their hearts afire and let not thy past hold you down...

Keep on singing so HIS joy in you will never die but multiply forever!

Amen Amen

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

Yesterday Temp was in High 80's Into 90's ...Today Only 57 Degrees??????

Can anyone figure out this.....

 

Yesterday, and all last week we suffered HOT temps...nearly hot enough to fry eggs on sidewalks.

The evenings been so warm that we did not even want covers on bed.

 

Yet last night temperature dropped drastically & this is April 20th not January or February???

We had not this kind of cold since our last snowy winter in North Carolina.

 

Strawberry Fest was last weekend and temps were pushing towards 100 Degrees!

 

That is a drop of 50 degrees literally..where are sweaters, hats and gloves??

 

Who could have ever expected to need them till next November??

 

I believe it is a chilly day because our Lord is not pleased with the behavior of many in our lives locally here & some physical neighbors of close friends of ours abroad who I pray have not harmed one whom we love much on the other side of this earth from us.

 

Strange how many instead of receiving our love themselves & reaching out in love... in their heart they act out jealousy.

Preventing a friendship to form.

 

And so spiritual warfare & hate that has been hunting my husband & I for many years ...our entire almost 16 year marriage I grieve has fallen upon our Seminarian friends in Africa too.

 

While jealousy and hate can know no boundaries and drive a man or woman to do the strangest oddest crimes against another who only seeks to love them...

 

True Love can penetrate all sorts of hardened hearts and break down blockades of hate turning hearts of stone to flesh...

Hearts for love alone.

 

Sad scripture tels us that not all hearts will be saved with God in heaven...

For just as Judas killed himself instead of seeking forgiveness from Jesus...

Sadly some will never over come their own pride and confess their sin, receive absolution...and accept the gift of joy & salvation.

 

There are some who will always try to live in both realms at once trying to enjoy the blessings of God while never giving up the glamour of evil and sin.

 

How can anyone light a candle while savoring the darkness?

 

One either stands in the darkness or the light.

Perfect love dispels all fear....

Fear cannot ever coincide with light but darkness.

 

And only guilt brings fear...if one has never sinned or has received absolution & forgiveness of any sin he or she has ever done...

HE or she is made new and has no pain or shame...

For the Lord true reigns with in them.

 

Anyone truly in Jesus Christ places their pain & sorrows in HIM and HE carries the heavy load.

 

Those who carry great burdens of sorrow alone have not matured in their love walk with our Lord...

For they do not cast their cares upon HIM who cares for them creating the sky & stars to light the night so we can see..

 

Those who love darkness or dances with the devil indulging in sinful behaviors whether robbing a bank or stealing sneaking from a friend..

Will never have peace and joy within their own hearts.

 

Using something another steals or sneaks gives not joy but produces a guilt that in itself alone can eat away their heart.

Vengeance is MINE says the Lord...

 

Had instead of stealing or harming others out of jealousy or any kind of motivation...had instead they asked God for the same...sought HIM with all their heart....

God would have answered their prayers too.

 

God is not a respecter of one person over another...

But God is motivated through our Faithfulness of relationship with HIM!

 

Spending heart to heart time with God constantly seeking HIS Holy Face...excites our God and it is in HIS excitement HE creates MIRACLES of love, tenderness for each of us.

 

Drastically HOT yesterday....COLD today...ask yourself what kind of games am I witnessing being played and am I a part of games I should drop or opt out??

 

For the only extreme that is safe to indulge...is to immensely love from early morn till at night for sleep & rest... thy eyes you close.

 

We must be well read & versed in our Lord's Holy Word or we will not recognize a devil appearing in sheep's clothing.

So keep HIS flame burring in your heart singing HIM new songs from morning till dark..

 

And darkness will never be able to own you...sing sing sing...and your hope & joy that is HIS will light your community and like electricity pass on across your state, country and abound around the world.

 

Amen!

 

though many of these may have physical worldly luxuries and wealth...

They have not love in their hearts.

 

They

 

 

 

 

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

A Warning To Everyone For When You Open New Online Accounts....Humorous Consequences That Can Make For More Dangerous Circumstances If Not Caught or Corrected...

Anyone who has known my husband William and I for any length of time know that for my first 49 years of iife that I had physical tunnel vision for real!!   Yes REALLY!

 

That I only saw a small portion of any one's faces at a time, and that I was raised as a sighted child because my parents would not acknowledge my challenges for they were ashamed of "who or what I was."

 

And that on the Feast of the Holy Family 2009 I received a Eucharistic MIRACLE in my eyes and have enjoyed given thanks & praise for nearly three and a half years of landscapes and full length drapes!

 

So I have done some amazing things for someone who literally at times could not see what was under her ow nose!

 

I graduated from Grace King High School without ever having read much with understanding.

To satisfy my mother I sat on my bed for hours just every once in a while turning a page....

But since what was printed in those books made no sense to me and I could not see...

 

That time was not wasted... for in my heart I was not in a chair at a desk nor was I lounged on my bed reading...

I was conversing with my Lord my God and your God...

I would ask HIM to fill my heart and mind with whatever I needed to know...to stay safe at home, school or on the school bus...

Walking down hills or through my neighborhood.

 

A friend who I had not been in touch with for quite some time sent me an invite to open a "  LinkedIN " account.

Happy to hear from her I did just that thinking I could take my time that there would be no hurry to build a resume for myself and at a future date possibly this could help me grow a licensed business with  income doing what I enjoy the most...free-motion embroidery, crochet and writing.

 

But what happened was as I opened this "Linked IN " account, I was interrupted.

And as always, I embraced my interruption... as you do too... 

Took care of whatever it was my husband need that time....

 

I do my share of asking him questions that too for him are not at the best timing...

It happens in all marriages in all kinds of friendships...

 

There is no fault placing here...  No anger or frustration but rather jovial laughter and entertainment...

Life is much easier when one can laugh at and with themselves...

But what happened since I did not stay with the program as I first began opening this Linked IN account was it automatically sent invitations to everyone who I ever wrote an email to from the first date I opened this email address.   And not only to these who I possibly only wrote once ever, some were business inquires that I never thought about again in over 5 years.

 

Other auto invitations went to folks who I never wrote but their email address was attached to one of those cutesy poems with pictures many just keep forwarding and forwarding over and over...certainly none of these I ever thought would one day show up as "CONNECTIONS"

 

And since I at times post to my blogs not signed into blogger but from my email as I am doing now...

Linked IN posted connection requests to my blogs for about a 5th time last night.

 

So instead of going into Blogger and removing those comical posts  "MrsStephanie............invites you to CONNECT"  from my blogs...

I am leaving Linked IN right there...

Instead I will post this on all of them...

 

And make a game of it...

 

But it could have serious consequence when an unsent invite is accepted by someone who is worse than unpleasant.

 

I HAVE CUT OF several CONNECTIONS....some without any explanation.

 

Check your email contact list for many email systems save all information as your potential contacts even though you do not routinely write email to them nor they to you.

And you can possibly also have your account hacked into through these odd seemingly insignificant addresses that seem not worth even giving time to DELETE!

 

But do it!  DELETE DELETE!

And when you open new accounts do not let systems access your contact lists, manually type the ones you want to communicate with the new account and you will have fewer headaches of             SPAM JAMS...

 

And you will not have to check your new account more often than you would have liked to to make certain you have no spying new connections...that maybe unsafe for you...

As happened to me!

 

But the Lord will always keep us free indeed with out needs HE cannot nor will not meet...

And when the devil does raise his head....

 

Whether a cyber spyer...a marriage divider...or simply folks who some how did not learn or remember from Kindergarten how to introduce themselves and ask others their names....

I guess till Jesus comes back there will be those who try to force themselves upon others instead..

 

When anyone is rude, crude, or  speaks with forked tongue...

Remember our Lord said to cut off the hand that causes us to sin...

 

Don't you wish that it was as easy to get rid of all of these....as pushing or clicking a DELETE BUTTON!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

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FrCharles Okeke updated his status: "Lauds (Almost all fled the Adoration/Benediction) At the Ador...

Surprising how so many cut off the light that gives them life.

 

They pray for God to quench their lonely hearts;

Then when God sends folks to them to uncover the bushel basket they have placed over their own life cutting themselves off from love...

 

Instead of receiving my husband and I into their hearts as friends they attack us with jealous hateful acts...

Like trying to drive over us in Church parking lots from North Carolina to Minnesota to Louisiana..

 

Some even with grocery carriage while food shopping.

 

And if instead of dividing us with their cart...they smiled introducing themselves from a couple of feet away...

The way it was one natural for all to do without even contemplating ow to...

 

Today folks try to "force a meeting" with those they would like to be friends with...

But love & friendship are not friendship nor love if forced...

But coercion!

 

Love must be freely given with kind words tat the receive can receive with joy and return kindness joyfully...

Without fear nor oppression.

 

So let us not cut ourselves off from the source of light & life Himself, nor from the gifts HE tries to send each within HIS chosen disciples HE sends to each each day but some refuse to open their heart's door!

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facebook FrCharles Okeke FrCharles Okeke updated his status: "Lauds (Almost all fled the Adoration/Benediction) At the Adoration/Benediction that followed the the Vigil Mass of the Solemnity of Mary, Mother of God (New Year Eve), Matthew 26: 40 kept coming to mind: "When he (Jesus) returned to his disciples he found them asleep. He said to Peter, "So you could not keep watch with me for one hour?" At the Exposition of the Holy Eucharist, almost the entire congregation literally ran for the exit as if fleeing from the Lord. Of over 300 people that attended the vigil mass, just about fifteen remained for the Benediction. So sad. But despite such glitch, the Church is set to bloom in the years to come and is bound to be victorious in the end. May the Lord bless and keep us; may the Lord let His face shine upon us and be gracious to us; may the Lord look kindly upon us and give us peace in the year to come. Here's wishing all my facebook friends a blessed New Year." You are receiving this email because you've listed FrCharles Okeke as a close friend. Change Close Friend Notifications. View Post This message was sent to estherstephanadacan@gmail.com. If you don't want to receive these emails from Facebook in the future, please unsubscribe. Facebook, Inc., Attention: Department 415, PO Box 10005, Palo Alto, CA 94303

How Can One Curse The Only True Light....While Singing New Songs and Blessing? Christmas Can Never Be Spoiled For Anyone Who Has HIM In Their Heart!

I grew up in the home of my father a fallen away Catholic who today at 78 and a half years of age is still angry at his mother who has since 1972 been in her grave.

 

I was sent to Catholic School for only kindergarten & first grade & thought this was bizzare because at home I was never allowed to speak the Name of Jesus.

 

Yet on Easter Sunday we, my brothers and I woke up to Easter baskets filled up high with both Russell Stovers & Elmers chocolate delights....that we had to play "Seek Until you find"

 

For Mom & Dad it was just extended "Hide & go Seek" no different than my father would on rainy days in summer that he was not gone at work such as weekends or vacation days...he would hide two of us children for the other to look for.

 

I recal my father placing my younger brother Sean on a high shelf of my mother's bedroom clothes closet and covered him with the blankets that are kept there.

 

I wanted my father to put me on that shelf...and he refused saying I was too big and would break the shelf....but I could not see that I was really any bigger than Sean...not enough to make a difference any way...My parents remained in denial my entire life that I was physically blind...

 

I had tunnel vision for real for 49 years and in a few days....Sunday after Christmas we give thanks & praise for my first 3 years of landscapes & full length drapes

 

 

At this link you can go and read the extra extras read all about its in regards to the Eucharistic MIRACLE I have before written and told.  www.TheEyesEyesHaveIt.blogspot.com  

 

But though we had for me alone spiritual experience of seeking until I found my own Easter baskets and at Christmas not only did we have a Christmas Tree with a manger set ....Baby Jesus, a Mary & a Joseph with 3 wise men or kings and even shepherd boy statues....animals too...all breakable made of porcelain so I was never allowed to touch them till I was very old.

 

I never understood how I was never allowed to watch religious or Christian programs on television or why I was silenced when at home I sung songs I heard sung in church.....

 

Later on in life my mother said it made my father depressed and think of death which to me made no sense....

 

For life without joy without song is not life at all but mere existence at best....it is really death.

 

And so if you have someone you love who continues to curse both life itself & the only life giver as well nearly each time he opens his mouth....only a fool would spend HIS Birthday...Christmas with them....

 

Choose HIS best part.....spend it some place else.

 

Christmas is not about things received in bright wrapping papers with ribbons and streamers. 

It is about laying down ones life for thy own spouse and best friend trusting God to save them....it is about living without out grudges against another whether they are living or dead...its a choice we make to be happy and joyful regardless what state we are in.

 

Like Saint Paul we can be not merely content but joyful whether we are eating fatted calf at a banquet for the kings daughter or eating turkey sandwiches made on ones lap in the seat of thy bloody red 2000 extended Montana van in parking lots where the meat was butchered sold and purchased, bagged and carried out by ones husband with all his heart pouring out though his smile...

 

Its about being grateful for all of the bondages HE has already released us from.....and rejoicing that again our Savior is Born both to our world and into our hearts.  And I pray that at least one life any where in this world is forever changed through reading this blog post.

 

Amen Amen Amen and Alleluia!

 

 

Anyone Who Insists On Being Vulgar In Their Dress Language or Behavior....Can Expect to Be Caught On Camera and Become The Latest Uncovered Vilan On THe World-Wide Blogs

William & I have been thoroughly amused at the crazy behaviors of those who cut themselves loose...

 

Simply hilariously funny all that we had been folks do in both the Bohnigs and Winn-Dixie parking lots to catch a glimpse of the couple everyone is talking about...

He walks her in and asks for a sample which he blesses and breaks and shares with her.  Then orders either only 2 or 4 slices of low salt turkey or occasionally ham...

with a deli salad and a sack of rolls...unless they bought the rolls the night before.

 

They like to hear my dearest call me:  "My Sweetie-Pie" as he tenderly protectively walks me through the parking lot to our van shielding arrogant male gaukers from approaching me with their hands.

 

But these men & women who wish to have us as friends...they must change how they dress first before we will ever entertain conversation...

Instead of introducing themselves from a natural distance of a few feet away...

They have forced their way by confrontation...

 

Mary Ernst tried bull dozing us over with her shopping cart in the Bohnigs Super-Market and the big giant RED-Headed Roly-Poly always dressed in royal purple...at least one of her garments... has tried backing over me with her metallic colored small car.....more times than I am able to keep tract of....

 

But her venomous attacks come only once a week before the 5PM Vigil Mass!

 

I can understand why she is full of such rage...

She set her self up to be grumpy always by driving a vehicle that which the roof or ceiling is not tall enough for her.

 

She's a big big chunky woman...TALL but her gigantic abdomen weighs her UHGggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg...

Actually dragging her upper body down several inches crunching over her stomach...

 

Honestly....I am surprised she can rise up to or for any occasion at all...

But why she didn't buy herself a taller car...

But frustrates herself even more each time she ever goes out doors.

 

I cannot ever imagine her choosing to walk instead of drive and ride....

 

Soon and very soon....she and the rest...if they change not their aggressive revengeful behavior against us or against any one within our presence they will eventually be caught on EstherStephanada's Camera!

 

And the only mercy they will be shown is to made the "Uncovered Villain on the BLOGS 5, 6, or 10PM NEWS"

 

Cameras ROLL'N

Our Words and Actions Do Matter Always...We Create Our Enviroment Ourselves....So Never Complain to Anyone But Yourself!

The words we choose cany can-can light a fire of love to dispel all darkness!

Regardless what your circumstances are...

For many things are out of our control.

We can accept that which we cannot change while choosing to speak only kind words that do not divide but lift high and heal...

Pure kind words that heal body soul and mind regardless how snoody and grumpy a rough stiff-necked one is to you you cany-can -can instead of returning his our her own jealous hard boiled..carburetor chewing vulgarity back.

You can simply say as I have to such a prune:  "Sorry you feel so bad...hope your better soon!"

But never let such a snot drag you down from the clouds where you have flown upon HIS Holy Wings of fire...

Remember every man woman and child was created in the unique image of Almighty God and each one was given the ability to love...for love is what we were created for....and let not those who refuse to receive your love and return it...never let one of these grumpy grump bumps an a log get you down.

Tell them to wear blue without being blue..that if you do in spite of their behavior towards you....then they can wear blue without being blue or stewed and can change their grumps to a cheery mood and be included more often any where any time...

For a cheerful love giving one without an angry jealous spirit...

Is always more than welcomed but always sought after for their joy & laughter not only instantly fills any room...

But spills out into each one who in turn spills and spreads it in just as many directions an all have much affection for such a one who choose to never be blue nor let any lemon sour-graper

poison their disposition, but rather simply blesses their day and moves onto meet and greet those who walk in shoes of peace and never folly.

Speak and sing joyful  praise for that which is not yet....and such song will not only carry you along....but your sung joy will dispel hate and darkness for many.

Amen Amen Amen!  And Alleluia!

Keep Your Light Pure & True and Live Vibrantly....Less Ye Die!

Your words, my words and the words spoken by every person is what causes our world to be what it is at any given time.

 

Have you noticed that some folks simply always to be in a good mood regardless if their tables or covered or their cupboards bare?

 

There was a time when such folks were not so sparsely scattered...

There was a time when the priorities of the majority placed people before things,

And folks that maintained a spirit of joy through out anything the world could dish out were welcomed into any gathering.

 

But today many to most folks just do not want to be happy!
And so joyfully kind and happy folks no longer have a wealth of friends but are often shunned.
They continue on like the apostles as they rejoice that their Faith, hope, sacrificial love and joy is worthy of their hatred.

Most folks want to pout about anything that they cannot change.

It does not matter what the thing or subject is.

 

They simply want to display their "Right" to be: Justifiably ANGRY!!!!
Their "Right" to be:  CONTROLLING???

Their RIGHT to be ARROGANT and Higher, more important than the ones they detest....that they can TOWER over and OPPRESS anyone so that they can for a moment think or feel better about themselves.

 

As my William & I  have traveled much and not always has it been by choice...

I have noticed that it is rare to meet anyone who is happy about anything.

 

Even in large senior centers where many gather to socialize and play games with friends...

Whether old friends or new friends....fun and joy can be found???

 

I remember singing on Girl Scout buses:  "Make new friends but keep the old...One is silver and the other gold!"

The reason hardly anyone has joy anymore is because they cut of the source of joy off before they can receive or be filled.

 

Just as there exist many folks who would rather suffer and remain in physical pain and be intellectually correct saying their is no medical cure and continue to brood in the dark where there exists no light...

Than to step out into the light of Jesus Christ that can heal them and raise them out of despair upon wings of hope...

Because in the light others can see their short comings and instead of being freed from the need to hide ones own sins...suggesting one should be perfect and blameless.

 

But rather the truth is that all far short of HIS Glory and it is in confessing our sins and shortcomings in the sacrament of reconciliation that Jesus Himself instituted when on Pentecost HE said: 

"Receive the Holy Spirit whose sins you forgive are forgiven and whose sins you hold bound are held bound."  ...that HE washes us clean and we cany-can can start all over as new creations, pure, innocent and holy.

 

And each one can from this moment on by making drastically new and better choices of speaking only words of honeycomb while never again going back to their old behavior and old patterns of speech, but rather from that point on speaking of their past honestly they can give a testimony of how their old choices held them bound in sin, depression and anger...and about how the moment they forgave everyone even possibly parents and grandparents who have long ago been in graves....how forgiving them possibly at their grave sites gave them the ability to live free, happy and in peace for the first time ever!

 

And this life can be yours when you make the truth your way and path of life!

 

 

Arrogance and Self-Righteousness can never co-exist!

Since arrogance, self-righteousness hates the truth because it reveals their anger and hatred for truth and anyone who lives the truth...

How is it so many people including Catholic nuns, brothers, priests even some even bishops and archbishops I have heard say that God does not send storms or HIS wrath ever?

God's mercy endures forever and no man's sin could ever be so filthy dirty that God would not forgive him and be able to cleanse his or her sin with the Most Precious Blood of HIS only Son.

But God cannot cleanse anyone of sin that they are not remorseful of.
Only if a man is willing to go the rest of their life seeking HIS goodness...seeking to live righteously according to HIS Commandments can God wash them clean.

One who is determined to continue living an abomination will never receive forgiveness and mercy because he or she is not willing to lay down their wicked arrogance.

So why do so many who teach in the name of the church do not see that hurricanes and storms come to give to cleanse the land of those who refuse to stop living an abomination...

To release God's little ones from the bondage of the arrogant who have seated themselves in high places and abuse their power over God's little ones who serve HIM from early morn till dark and cry to HIM day & night?

Did anyone pay attention to all of those who put out picnic umbrellas along Lake Pontchartrain in arrogance saying all over Facebook and other networks:  "We've been through Katrina whats Isaac?"  as they laughed, drank beer and wine and shared promiscuous sexual behaviors.

Even if storms were not intended for the gulf coast but the east coast...or the other way around...
Arrogant mocking behavior will only cause more storms to form to destroy all arrogance on earth...

For no one on earth or under the earth can ever mock God and live!